untitled.

whenever i was with a company - a close one or someone new, i talked a lot - with a few short pauses in between.

i just realized this quite recently - and it took me a while to try to understand why... 

i've been in many situations where i was left with silences. people should know that soundless doesn't equal painless. soundless equals emptiness equals 'you're not worth explaining to' equals ... pain.

i hate sitting in silence ... waiting in vain. i hate it.